Thursday, February 22, 2007

Ravished by Grace

1 Corinthians 15:10 But by the grace of God I am what I am: and his grace which was bestowed upon me was not in vain; but I labored more abundantly than they all: yet not I, but the grace of God which was with me.

Have you ever thought about the depths of God's grace and mercy in your life everyday? Often we overlook the small things that God does everyday. We take Him for granted and the gifts that He brings for our pleasure. Are they really for our pleasure? Only if the gifts include thanksgiving back to Him. When we fail to thank Him, the gifts, instead of being a blessing, can become a idol and a curse. It is easy to go throughout your week and forget about God, but it doesn't take very long to be humbled. Have you ever stood beside a tree and realized that it was planted long before you were ever a thought in your parent’s eyes? What is it about looking at the grandeur and majesty of a mountain that makes me feel so weak? Last week, I was standing in front of the Atlantic Ocean in Jamaica and could sense the power of the waters that were held in the palm of my Heavenly Father's hand. How could I possibly overlook these glimpses of His creativity, beauty and splendor even during the darkest storms of life? As one friend told me, she often finds God winking at her throughout the day in the smallest of ways.

How long has it been since you noticed the Father's love for you? Have you been paying attention to what He is doing and wants to do in your life? Have you been giving God a cold shoulder by not allowing Him to work in your heart? What kind of relationship will someone have who is constantly looking for the wrong and negative in others? Instead of complaining remember, love is patient, kind, is not envious, proud, rude, or selfish, does not count up wrongs that have been done. Love bears all things, trusts, rejoices in truth, always hopes and remains strong.
How can we have this type of love for God? First of all, we love him, because he first loved us (1 John 4:19). Upon genuine conversion, the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us. (Romans 5:5). As we grow in Christ, we learn "there is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear: because fear hath torment and he that fears is not made perfect in love." (1 John 4:18) It would be easy to wake up every morning in fear of a storm, tornado, earthquake, flood, death, or a multitude of other things could happen. God doesn't want us to live in a paralyzed state of fear but have purposeful life of faith, hope and love.
A few days ago, the reality of being ravished by grace became much clearer. I was sitting across the table of a man who had been living on the streets of Nashville for six years. He began explaining the way he used to look a life and now how he views it in light of Christ's love for him. He told me that he used to complain all the time, pout, and almost give up by turning to the bottle for his source of strength. He often wondered if God was really there. One day, he began thinking about the hand of God on his life and how he had been protected by so much. As I looked across the table, the world would say this man was nothing, but I believe he is my brother in Christ. He had two front teeth, but a smile and countenance that could light up a room. He had recently been dealing with some type of mouth cancer, but he continues to walk to work the best he can. He told me that things were getting much better in his life. In a few days, he would be meeting with someone who could provide him with housing as he tries to get back on his feet. With a smile on his face and toboggan on his head to keep warm, Eddie (47) enjoyed his meal from the mission and left in laughter with joy in his heart, because he took time to notice the small things that God had done each day for him.
Eddie's story reminds me of the ten lepers who came to Jesus to be healed. All ten were healed physically, but only one turned back to give thanks. I believe the response of the leper's heart proved his spiritual healing. For those who have been touched by Jesus, how is it possible to not to worship "to the praise of the glory of his grace, wherein he hath made us accepted in the beloved." (Ephesians 1:6) Notice Him. Look for Him. Search. Explore. Discover your life hid with Christ in God. If you look long enough, I promise you that you will see Him today at work in your life whether through an email, a glimpse of nature, a friend, or some silly coincident that wasn't a coincident at all, but a wink from God. Overlooking God would be like standing in front of the ocean and saying, I can't see anything.

Prayerful thought: May the eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that ye may know what is the hope of his calling, and what the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints, And what is the exceeding greatness of his power to us-ward who believe, according to the working of his mighty power, Which he wrought in Christ, when he raised him from the dead, and set him at his own right hand in the heavenly places. Ephesians 1:18-20

His Majestic Grace

(5-7-05 Hendersonville, TN 11:24PM)

Exodus 33:18 And he said, I beseech thee, shew me thy glory.

I am searching for the seam in the sky
But I haven’t found one yet
The fabrics of the heavens are one piece
Covering His glory I bet

If only I could take a look
Behind this veil, I see
I would never be the same I know
Changed is what I’d be

I wish He didn’t have to cover His face
Though I try to understand
A beauty more than I can behold
Would destroy this temple of sand

For I am too small to contain
Our Creator’s awesome space
One day the heavens will be torn to show
Revealing forever His Majestic Grace

Thursday, February 1, 2007

How to go from single to engaged in 8 days!

January 31, 2007

Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth! The Lord of hosts is with us; The God of Jacob is our refuge. Psalms 46:10

Silenced… This could be the best word to describe God’s grace in my life right now. Have you ever received something that you knew you didn’t deserve yet the gift was made for you and only you. To reject the gift would be an insult to the giver and reveal a heart so full of pride. Sometimes, it is hard to receive gifts from another individual. We are taught that it is better to give than receive and have lost the art of graciously accepting and embracing the gift that is yours.

Throughout my life, I have never been a very good gift giver. Often, I was afraid to reveal my heart to someone else. I had rather kept it hidden in the darkened past where it was safe and isolated from everything and everyone else. I wanted to keep my heart to myself. It was one thing that I seemed to have control over. Have you ever felt this way- being afraid of letting go?

About three and a half years ago on a long April night, I learned what it meant to give your heart away. I lay on my bed, dead in my sin, realizing that the only way for me to be saved by God’s grace was to lay my heart on the altar of eternity. I learned that you are only able to keep that which you are able to give away. That night, my heart became Jesus’ and it has been that way ever since. I often try to shrink back into the shades of gray when He wants to draw near and speak. It hurts when I find myself there away from His light, and I honestly want Him to stay away at times. When He draws near, I know that I must change. Meeting God in the silence of your soul causes you to change. Jesus can never change. He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. This is what it means to be a Christian- a constant surrender to the unchanging hand of God. When His hand is on your life, you must let go of your grip on everything temporal and cling to the eternal. His hand will protect, point and patiently lead in the right direction as we learn to wait on Him.

To be still in heart, mind, and soul is to be free as God’s peace fills your longing heart with a refreshing drink from above. To be still is to surrender and let someone greater control your life. To be still and patiently wait is difficult for the flesh but refreshing to the spirit. Ever since, I met Jesus the first time, I have been learning to listen to His promises and wait in prayer and expectation for His answer. Habakkuk 2:2-4 says, "Then the Lord answered me and said: “Write the vision, And make it plain on tablets, That he may run who reads it. For the vision is yet for an appointed time; But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it; Because it will surely come, It will not tarry. “Behold the proud, His soul is not upright in him; But the just shall live by his faith."

Over these past few years, I have been trying to wait and walk in faith at the same time. I can see God’s promises afar off. I have learned to focus on Him and His will in my life. Jesus promises in Matthew 6:33, “But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.” Jesus is telling the truth.

All my life, I have waited for the day when I would walk into the compliment to me. For some reason, I always wanted to be married, have a family and raise children like I saw in so many other Christian homes. However, after meeting Jesus and being called to singleness, I surrendered to idea of marriage though it tarried down deep in my heart. I knew that my singleness had to be used to get to know God better. How could I ever be the husband, father, brother or friend to anyone, if I didn’t have a correct relationship with God? And so—I began reading my bible, writing in journals and learning to pray in my childlike way. An incredible romance began. A Divine romance developed between my soul and Jesus’. The love was real, sometimes convicting, comforting or challenging. Nevertheless, I was committed but not in my own strength, but the strength and faith that Jesus gave me. The reconciliation, power and magnetism of the cross captured my heart and has consumed my life. I loved being single with a single passion—Jesus Christ.

Now, everything has changed once again. You know how I told you that when Jesus draws near something has to change. It has. Over the past few weeks, the Lord has opened my eyes to see someone running right beside me at my same speed. I have been learning that everyman had a work to do, a will to obey and had forgotten about the woman to love. I was so consumed in Jesus that He had to open my eyes to the second greatest gift in my life. The one that I had waited for so long had been watching me only a few feet away every Sunday. He brought her to me, and showed me that I must die to myself once again. My singleness has been laid on the altar. It was a blessed time of learning and growing alone with God. What a joy it was, but greater joys are ahead. Whatever He does He does forever. He has altered my life in sending me a future wife. I know she is the one that God made especially for me. He brought her to me and said here is a priceless gift to my son. In receiving this incredible gift, I am humbled by His grace, overjoyed by His presence and silenced by His love.

Because God helped me to wait while He worked on my character, I have gone from a relationship status of single and not looking 8 days ago to engaged and plan to get married on March 31. My wife was right before my eyes. I had known her for two and a half years and she had become my best friend at church. The Lord spoke to our hearts and confirmed through prayer and His Word, my group of wise counselors, our parents, and our church. We knew it was right and are learning to stand on Ecclesiastes 4:12 “And if one prevail against him, two shall withstand him; and a threefold cord is not quickly broken.” With Jesus Christ as the lover of our souls, teacher and best friend, we will begin our new life together. The rewards of waiting on God are beyond the description of pure, holy, right and good. I stand in amazement that “He hath made every thing beautiful in his time.” Ecclesiastes 3:11

An Unforgettable Wedding Story

(7-22-04 Nashville, TN 4:28PM)

Genesis 24:4 But thou shalt go unto my country, and to my kindred, and take a wife unto my son Isaac.

To the only wise God
I will lift my voice
In praise, honor and glory
For His eternal choice

A bride so extravagant and rare
Set apart from the world
His eyes have been looking
On His precious little girl

Chosen before time
A match made in Heaven
He wanted two to be completed
As the mathematical genius of 7

A unity of heart and purpose
Exhilarating in explosive love
Containing all-consuming fires
His begotten Son and fairest dove

Betrothed for a time
While dying with compassion
He went away to His country
To build her a beautiful mansion

A place never seen before
Adorned with exquisite jewelry
Given gifts in a wayfaring land
And enjoying the father’s dowry

A down payment of what’s to come
When the groom shows His face
Returning with preparations made
To delight in amazing grace

Married by the Matchmaker of Heaven
The wedding feast will begin
Choirs of angels and guests awaiting
The dance that shall never end

Standing in the center of attention
Beholding Shekinah glory
Lost forever in each other’s arms
An Unforgettable Wedding Story