(12-03-04 Hendersonville, TN 3:54PM)
While looking out the window of a coffee shop, I look out in peaceful surrender to the baby blue sky speckled with white clouds. It was a moment of surrender and realization that I have only one life to live, and I was not in charge of it. I could try to be if I wanted, but I learned that I am only here for a little while on this earth and want to keep my hands and heart free from the grip of anything. The only person that my hands are reaching for is my Heavenly Father who enables me to love, serve and worship before His throne of grace. In Christ, I am all that God created me to be!
Acts 17:28 For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring.
Who keeps my heart beating?
My lungs full of breath?
My mind full of imagination?
Who holds the key of death?
In reality, I have no control
Over this life that I live
At any moment it could stop
If God decided not to give
The next breath that I breathe
Is a blessing in disguise
When I grab it, it’s gone
Before my very eyes
I would like to hoard enough
To control my number of days
But my hands are too small
So I lift them in praise!
To the Giver of Life
In Him all things move and be
What a precious gift I have!
Me
Sunday, January 28, 2007
The Drawing
(12-21-03 Nashville, TN Sunday Service 11:01PM)
God always knows what He is doing. He is in charge and takes care of my life day by day. I never noticed Him or the beauty that life could bring until I sense His drawing of conviction. For many years growing up through middle school, high school and college, I ignored God's drawing and ran. However, on April 7, 2003, I surrendered to His grace and my canvas of life was made clean for Him to make a drawing of faith that may glorify my Heavenly Father. What will the next skecth be? Who knows, but it will be fun to watch the Artist draw!
The drawing within
What can this be
The Spirit of God
Is beckoning me
What should I do
Please take heed
Do not deny
Your greatest need
A Savior from sin
My soul needs peace
Falling in repentance
In Love to never cease
Full of life
Thriving and whole
A place to abide
The countenance aglow
Resting in His arms
My favorite friend
By answering His call
My Drawing begins
God always knows what He is doing. He is in charge and takes care of my life day by day. I never noticed Him or the beauty that life could bring until I sense His drawing of conviction. For many years growing up through middle school, high school and college, I ignored God's drawing and ran. However, on April 7, 2003, I surrendered to His grace and my canvas of life was made clean for Him to make a drawing of faith that may glorify my Heavenly Father. What will the next skecth be? Who knows, but it will be fun to watch the Artist draw!
The drawing within
What can this be
The Spirit of God
Is beckoning me
What should I do
Please take heed
Do not deny
Your greatest need
A Savior from sin
My soul needs peace
Falling in repentance
In Love to never cease
Full of life
Thriving and whole
A place to abide
The countenance aglow
Resting in His arms
My favorite friend
By answering His call
My Drawing begins
The Heart speaks.
11-15-04 Hendersonville, TN 1:35PM)
Alone with You
In obscurity observing
-Creation-
the sky and trees
people in front of me
talking, eating, staring
into space of time and distance
-reflecting on the past
-pondering the future
Will they look into their heart?
Or be swept by culture
Society says,
“ Eat drink and be merry
For tomorrow you die”
I question this reason why?
Hearts are forgotten
Lonely yet externally covered
Filling the emptiness, starving within
Gaining it’s last breath screaming
What about me?
What about who you are?
What about the man in the mirror?
What is he saying?
When alone and observing You?
Alone with You
In obscurity observing
-Creation-
the sky and trees
people in front of me
talking, eating, staring
into space of time and distance
-reflecting on the past
-pondering the future
Will they look into their heart?
Or be swept by culture
Society says,
“ Eat drink and be merry
For tomorrow you die”
I question this reason why?
Hearts are forgotten
Lonely yet externally covered
Filling the emptiness, starving within
Gaining it’s last breath screaming
What about me?
What about who you are?
What about the man in the mirror?
What is he saying?
When alone and observing You?
The Cross
(9-29-03 Dallas, TX 7:45AM)
I enjoy playing with words to make pictures. As I see things, I have always wanted to have a splash of creativity that would enable me to paint what I see in my mind. The paint brush wasn't born in my hand, but the vibrant colors that radiate from the cross cause my mind to reflect the white light of the purity of Jesus. Only in His brokenness, can we see the beauty of redemption. Only by His Spirit, can our lives be fruitful and more abundant as we allow Jesus to live His life in us.
Eternity
Dog’s wood
King of the Jews
Dog’s wood
Dog’s wood
Dog’s wood
Dog’s wood
Promises
Thorns
Love
Joy
Peace
Patience
Kindness
Goodness
Faithfulness
Promises My shame Gentleness My shame Promises
Promises A nail of my sin Self Control A nail of my sin Promises
Promises My guilt Gentleness My guilt Promises
Faithfulness
Goodness
Kindness
Patience
Peace
Joy
Love
A nail of my sin
Promises
Dog’s wood
Dog’s wood
Dog’s wood
Dog’s wood
Eternity
The entire world:
Every knee shall bow
Every tongue confess
That Jesus Christ is Lord
To the glory of God the Father
Goodness
Kindness
Patience
Peace
Joy
Love
A nail of my sin
Promises
Dog’s wood
Dog’s wood
Dog’s wood
Dog’s wood
Eternity
The entire world:
Every knee shall bow
Every tongue confess
That Jesus Christ is Lord
To the glory of God the Father
A Picture of Grace
(5-13-05 Hendersonville, TN 11:44AM)
My mom always liked the quality of being down to earth. She always told me that I need to be that way and should look for a wife that is the same. When we realize that we can only live, move and have our being because of the grace of God, then we are in a place where life can spring forth in abundance.
So often I portray myself
As who I am not
For what reason I’m not sure
Maybe my pride likes to trot
Pretending to know it all
Have experienced it all
Seen it all
Own it all
What a lie to live!
I just need to be myself
What you see is what you get!
Nothing fancy, abnormal, but maybe plain
Though happy as can be dancing in the rain
It doesn’t matter if I get wet
I was made of the dirt and rain has to set
Form a puddle over me and I’ll soak in
The water that’s hiding me from my sin
Just trying to hide from Who’s over me
Until the sun comes out, scorched as can be
Dried, cracked and wrinkled on top
Enough is enough, it’s time to stop
In reality, I am but dirt or clay
Let me be who I am while I’m here today
Enjoying the gravity that keeps me close to the ground
In this handful of dirt look what I have found.
My mom always liked the quality of being down to earth. She always told me that I need to be that way and should look for a wife that is the same. When we realize that we can only live, move and have our being because of the grace of God, then we are in a place where life can spring forth in abundance.
So often I portray myself
As who I am not
For what reason I’m not sure
Maybe my pride likes to trot
Pretending to know it all
Have experienced it all
Seen it all
Own it all
What a lie to live!
I just need to be myself
What you see is what you get!
Nothing fancy, abnormal, but maybe plain
Though happy as can be dancing in the rain
It doesn’t matter if I get wet
I was made of the dirt and rain has to set
Form a puddle over me and I’ll soak in
The water that’s hiding me from my sin
Just trying to hide from Who’s over me
Until the sun comes out, scorched as can be
Dried, cracked and wrinkled on top
Enough is enough, it’s time to stop
In reality, I am but dirt or clay
Let me be who I am while I’m here today
Enjoying the gravity that keeps me close to the ground
In this handful of dirt look what I have found.
A Redeeming Story
(10-28-03 12:25PM)
Colossians 1:13-14 Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son: In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins:
On the crosses
Three men did hang
Two on the outer side did rail
On the innocent Lamb that was slain
From the foundations of the world
The Son of God knew of this day
A sacrifice for all mankind
Come unto Him all that may
At the foot of the cross
Every tongue and knee will bow
To confess Jesus as Lord
For the time is now
With nails in His hands and feet
He looked beyond the pain
For He stood on the promises
That His Father said He would reign
King of Kings
Lord of Lords
The Word that became flesh
A piercing sword
Truth sincere and genuine
On the cross did break the curse
To save His sinning friends
The lowest and the worst
He loved them still
Even though they returned with bitterness
His fountains of life through spotless blood
An atonement of peace and sweetness
A body broken and torn
By His stripes we have been healed
His blood is still fresh
For my God is that real
Railings and false accusation
Throughout the centuries of time
Will you believe in the world or Life
He continues to do miracles and signs
While in despair of death
One of the men on the cross did say
This man is innocent
From the knees of his heart did pray
I am guilty fearing God
Jesus save me please
I can do nothing for myself
At that moment, Christ met his need
Today, you will be with me in Paradise
A place of God’s presence
Justified by faith through grace
An eternal blessing
A lively hope became his
In the land of God’s great glory
Just a sinner he came as he was
Saved by Love’s merit—
A Redeeming Story
Colossians 1:13-14 Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son: In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins:
On the crosses
Three men did hang
Two on the outer side did rail
On the innocent Lamb that was slain
From the foundations of the world
The Son of God knew of this day
A sacrifice for all mankind
Come unto Him all that may
At the foot of the cross
Every tongue and knee will bow
To confess Jesus as Lord
For the time is now
With nails in His hands and feet
He looked beyond the pain
For He stood on the promises
That His Father said He would reign
King of Kings
Lord of Lords
The Word that became flesh
A piercing sword
Truth sincere and genuine
On the cross did break the curse
To save His sinning friends
The lowest and the worst
He loved them still
Even though they returned with bitterness
His fountains of life through spotless blood
An atonement of peace and sweetness
A body broken and torn
By His stripes we have been healed
His blood is still fresh
For my God is that real
Railings and false accusation
Throughout the centuries of time
Will you believe in the world or Life
He continues to do miracles and signs
While in despair of death
One of the men on the cross did say
This man is innocent
From the knees of his heart did pray
I am guilty fearing God
Jesus save me please
I can do nothing for myself
At that moment, Christ met his need
Today, you will be with me in Paradise
A place of God’s presence
Justified by faith through grace
An eternal blessing
A lively hope became his
In the land of God’s great glory
Just a sinner he came as he was
Saved by Love’s merit—
A Redeeming Story
Thursday, January 25, 2007
A Friend of Sinners
Luke 5:27-30 And after these things he went forth, and saw a publican, named Levi, sitting at the receipt of custom: and he said unto him, Follow me. And he left all, rose up, and followed him. And Levi made him a great feast in his own house: and there was a great company of publicans and of others that sat down with them. But their scribes and Pharisees murmured against his disciples, saying, Why do ye eat and drink with publicans and sinners?
Matthew 11:19 The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children.
Have you ever imagined how much impact you could make on someone’s life just by smiling at them, writing them an encouraging note, or possibly sharing the simple Gospel message of Jesus? While visiting the mission on Tuesday, I was awakened to my need of being a better friend to sinners. In the above passage, we see how Jesus called Levi, a despised tax collector, to follow Him. In simple obedience, Levi got up and followed after Christ and became one of his disciples. Now, we often talk about being set apart for God to use us. We strive to live with pure hearts and be clean as possible. At least, this has often been my concept. But what does this really mean? Should I shut myself in and only hang out with those that go to my church and fit in my crowd? Is this being set apart? If so, how can I reach any lost person with the light of the Gospel if I am afraid to go near them? How easy it is for us to forget that we used to walk in the same patterns of life?
While sitting at the mission in the cafeteria, these words immediately began coming alive. Instead of just cleaning tables and being quiet, I realized that I needed to begin saying something and relating to these men just to bring a smile or a simple response. Many of them were hurting inside and needed someone to step out of their comfort zone and reach out to their heart.
One such man, I will call Roger. He had quite a story to tell. About 12-15 months ago, one of his friends had received a tax refund and decided to visit family in Nashville, Tennessee. They had been living in New York and wanted a change. And so, they came, and Roger said on the first day that he was here he met a woman. His emotions and Nashville’s hospitality greeted him with a new friend. They began dating and continued for over a year until Roger had a few turn of events. His life had already been a ball of confusion. With six children, three wives and paying child support, He had placed himself in a big hole, but it gets a little bit bigger.
Some time ago, Roger had another accident. While driving his car down the road, a deer out in front of him and his car was totaled. In losing his car, he had no way to get to work and therefore lost his job. Without the job to supply money, the lady didn’t need him anymore and kicked him out of the house. What a turn of events in just a year? He was like many Americans who live week-to-week and paycheck-to-paycheck. A sudden surprise could leave anyone on the streets. I began sensing the instability of this man who was built like a cowboy. He had been trying to live his life in his own strength and it has gotten him in a deep dark hole. His heart seemed to have very little hope…
Matthew 11:19 The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children.
Have you ever imagined how much impact you could make on someone’s life just by smiling at them, writing them an encouraging note, or possibly sharing the simple Gospel message of Jesus? While visiting the mission on Tuesday, I was awakened to my need of being a better friend to sinners. In the above passage, we see how Jesus called Levi, a despised tax collector, to follow Him. In simple obedience, Levi got up and followed after Christ and became one of his disciples. Now, we often talk about being set apart for God to use us. We strive to live with pure hearts and be clean as possible. At least, this has often been my concept. But what does this really mean? Should I shut myself in and only hang out with those that go to my church and fit in my crowd? Is this being set apart? If so, how can I reach any lost person with the light of the Gospel if I am afraid to go near them? How easy it is for us to forget that we used to walk in the same patterns of life?
While sitting at the mission in the cafeteria, these words immediately began coming alive. Instead of just cleaning tables and being quiet, I realized that I needed to begin saying something and relating to these men just to bring a smile or a simple response. Many of them were hurting inside and needed someone to step out of their comfort zone and reach out to their heart.
One such man, I will call Roger. He had quite a story to tell. About 12-15 months ago, one of his friends had received a tax refund and decided to visit family in Nashville, Tennessee. They had been living in New York and wanted a change. And so, they came, and Roger said on the first day that he was here he met a woman. His emotions and Nashville’s hospitality greeted him with a new friend. They began dating and continued for over a year until Roger had a few turn of events. His life had already been a ball of confusion. With six children, three wives and paying child support, He had placed himself in a big hole, but it gets a little bit bigger.
Some time ago, Roger had another accident. While driving his car down the road, a deer out in front of him and his car was totaled. In losing his car, he had no way to get to work and therefore lost his job. Without the job to supply money, the lady didn’t need him anymore and kicked him out of the house. What a turn of events in just a year? He was like many Americans who live week-to-week and paycheck-to-paycheck. A sudden surprise could leave anyone on the streets. I began sensing the instability of this man who was built like a cowboy. He had been trying to live his life in his own strength and it has gotten him in a deep dark hole. His heart seemed to have very little hope…
I began asking this man from New York if he had ever heard of the gospel. I could tell that he seemed pretty untouched by the religious crowd. He was the raw product of street life. With a calm voice, he said he had never really heard it. Can you imagine someone in Nashville, Tennessee never hearing about the greatest news in the entire world? I asked him if I could share it with him. He said yes if it would not take that long. The next few minutes were highlights in my week. We began with the law of God, and I asked him if he had ever told a lie. He said “yes.” Then, have you ever stolen anything? He said yes again. Finally, I explained what Jesus said about adultery. If a man looks upon a woman with lust in his heart, it is the same thing as committing adultery. He said I’ve definitely broken that one. He was being very honest with himself. I began explaining to him the holiness of God, how He hates sin, and that man was under the condemnation of the law. I asked him where would He go if He had to stand today before a Holy God. He did tell me there were two places—Heaven and Hell. He said he would be going to hell. He told me that it concerned him. Then, he was open to hearing about what Jesus did for us in becoming sin, dying on the cross as our substitute, being buried and being raised the third day victorious over death, hell and the grave. He said, he had never heard of this type of Good News! He walked away with a ray of hope in the dark pit of sin that he had found himself in. Will this seed take root and grow? Only eternity will know…
I have learned a lesson though. True joy comes with simple obedience as Levi portrayed in immediately following Jesus. Within seconds, this chance to glorify God could have passed away in the depths of lost opportunities. How many of those will I miss? Hopefully not any more, because a man’s eternity could be changed if we all learned to be like Jesus—a friend of sinners.
I have learned a lesson though. True joy comes with simple obedience as Levi portrayed in immediately following Jesus. Within seconds, this chance to glorify God could have passed away in the depths of lost opportunities. How many of those will I miss? Hopefully not any more, because a man’s eternity could be changed if we all learned to be like Jesus—a friend of sinners.
Monday, January 22, 2007
Spiritually Freed
(1-22-07 Hendersonville, TN 10:52PM)
Galatians 5:1 Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.
A work of grace alone
For Christ’s blood can only atone
The depravity and darkness of my sin
Behind the veil, can I enter in?
I can not be good enough to please
Nor have any work to appease
The wrath that justly is mine
Because to sin is my design
For Adam’s transgression in the garden
Has caused all of mankind’s heart to harden
Against the grace of the Lord Most High
Thank God, He sent Jesus to die
The weight of condemnation had brought me low
The Law of God gave my heart a final blow
Bringing self-destruction I was shattered with face to ground
Christ came to this lost sheep and found
A soul that realized the cross was my only choice
Helpless as the thief in God’s provision I rejoice
In myself, I could only hang and bleed
Yet in Christ, I am spiritually freed
Galatians 5:1 Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.
A work of grace alone
For Christ’s blood can only atone
The depravity and darkness of my sin
Behind the veil, can I enter in?
I can not be good enough to please
Nor have any work to appease
The wrath that justly is mine
Because to sin is my design
For Adam’s transgression in the garden
Has caused all of mankind’s heart to harden
Against the grace of the Lord Most High
Thank God, He sent Jesus to die
The weight of condemnation had brought me low
The Law of God gave my heart a final blow
Bringing self-destruction I was shattered with face to ground
Christ came to this lost sheep and found
A soul that realized the cross was my only choice
Helpless as the thief in God’s provision I rejoice
In myself, I could only hang and bleed
Yet in Christ, I am spiritually freed
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Clouds upon Clouds
Hebrews 12:1-2 Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.
(As I stepped onto the plane on May 22, 2003, I was going through my normal routine. I was about to take flight once again. As I began looking out across the sky, I began looking out at the clouds. What a privilege to see God’s handiwork in such a manner. I had been taking this for granted. During those moments, I was reminded of the magnificence of God. With his help, my heart pondered these words.)
Clouds upon Clouds,
And sky upon sky,
So is the boundless love of God.
For the clouds have no weight,
Nor do they take up space,
Yet I see them.
They are bright with a radiance
That is only produced—
By the sun.
Sometimes they can be seen through—
Sheer existence,
Others have depth to which can capture and ravish you
Everything is so bright within.
I get lost.
My mind is in wonder.
I think of Heaven.
And the brightness therein.
I can only imagine……
If the brightness of the sun
Can illuminate a cloud
How much more could Heaven be—
Because God’s Son will shed light for ETERNITY.
He knows my name.
How can I be ashamed.
For this God I know
Has made my heart as white as snow.
Much like the cloud I see,
In its vastness and purity.
I can’t help but Love.
For God’s spirit has descended into my soul
As a Dove.
I can’t comprehend or even understand
His heights, nor depths
I simply believe, trust
I have a lively hope
That beckons me to my Home,
Yet I can’t go there, until it’s fully prepared
I have so much work to do—
The fields are white,
Laborers few.
I am called, I am chosen
What shall I do, but wait
For God will guide my heart each day
To find his perfect way
That is exactly where I want to be
Whether DC, Orlando, or TN
I am fully persuaded
That where He sends, I’ll go
Not to be debated!
Each day- I’ll live,
As the clouds above and below me.
I will float in the air.
I’ll be free from all care
My Father knows my needs,
And will supply them so—
I just “GO”
As the clouds are guided by the wind,
So the Holy Spirit will direct me within.
And as the clouds are illuminated,
So my soul will be opened,
Cleaned,
Pure
That I can be a reflection
Allure
Hopefully, someone will see,
This light within me.
For I could never produce it
A Light of this sort
I went to court—
The sentence Death
But a man said “No!”
Because I love him so…
Take me instead, OH! What dread???
My heart said, “I have no choice”
For I could not repay the debt—I owed
Ohhh! The Love He showed
I still could not understand
Until one night on my bed
He took all my sin away
I stand in His grace
Someday, I’ll see my Savior’s face!
Until then, I will be as these clouds
Free fall’n in the sky—
Yet never more to die!
I AM made me white.
What a beautiful site!
Clouds upon Clouds
(As I stepped onto the plane on May 22, 2003, I was going through my normal routine. I was about to take flight once again. As I began looking out across the sky, I began looking out at the clouds. What a privilege to see God’s handiwork in such a manner. I had been taking this for granted. During those moments, I was reminded of the magnificence of God. With his help, my heart pondered these words.)
Clouds upon Clouds,
And sky upon sky,
So is the boundless love of God.
For the clouds have no weight,
Nor do they take up space,
Yet I see them.
They are bright with a radiance
That is only produced—
By the sun.
Sometimes they can be seen through—
Sheer existence,
Others have depth to which can capture and ravish you
Everything is so bright within.
I get lost.
My mind is in wonder.
I think of Heaven.
And the brightness therein.
I can only imagine……
If the brightness of the sun
Can illuminate a cloud
How much more could Heaven be—
Because God’s Son will shed light for ETERNITY.
He knows my name.
How can I be ashamed.
For this God I know
Has made my heart as white as snow.
Much like the cloud I see,
In its vastness and purity.
I can’t help but Love.
For God’s spirit has descended into my soul
As a Dove.
I can’t comprehend or even understand
His heights, nor depths
I simply believe, trust
I have a lively hope
That beckons me to my Home,
Yet I can’t go there, until it’s fully prepared
I have so much work to do—
The fields are white,
Laborers few.
I am called, I am chosen
What shall I do, but wait
For God will guide my heart each day
To find his perfect way
That is exactly where I want to be
Whether DC, Orlando, or TN
I am fully persuaded
That where He sends, I’ll go
Not to be debated!
Each day- I’ll live,
As the clouds above and below me.
I will float in the air.
I’ll be free from all care
My Father knows my needs,
And will supply them so—
I just “GO”
As the clouds are guided by the wind,
So the Holy Spirit will direct me within.
And as the clouds are illuminated,
So my soul will be opened,
Cleaned,
Pure
That I can be a reflection
Allure
Hopefully, someone will see,
This light within me.
For I could never produce it
A Light of this sort
I went to court—
The sentence Death
But a man said “No!”
Because I love him so…
Take me instead, OH! What dread???
My heart said, “I have no choice”
For I could not repay the debt—I owed
Ohhh! The Love He showed
I still could not understand
Until one night on my bed
He took all my sin away
I stand in His grace
Someday, I’ll see my Savior’s face!
Until then, I will be as these clouds
Free fall’n in the sky—
Yet never more to die!
I AM made me white.
What a beautiful site!
Clouds upon Clouds
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Resting in His Grace
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart. Jeremiah 19:11-13
Have you ever looked back on your past and realized that God’s hand has been with you ever since you were born? He has orchestrated the time, the place of your birth, the parents that He gave you, the hardships, the joys and opportunities to draw you closer to Himself. He blessed you with a church to hear the Gospel or maybe a Christian relative or friend that told you about Jesus. He has always been in control of every situation and used many of them to get your attention and cause you to look up and thank Him for the glorious provision He has made by giving His own Son as a substitute for our sins. He has been planning from eternity past and He knew what this day would bring in your life. He’s prepared to lead you, protect you and provide for you.
Such security in the sovereignty of God should leave us speechless, worshipful and thankful. It should cause us to live in reverence and holiness of One whose very Word spoke light into existence, whose hand holds the oceans in the hollow of His hand, whose finger brought the plagues of Egypt when His people were held in bondage, and whose eyes run throughout the earth looking for those hearts that are turned toward Him. Catching a glimpse of His wonder throughout the day is enough to break the heart free from the natural and by faith enter the supernatural where nothing is too hard for Him. He is God and there are no others! His name must be shared to the ends of the earth, to the edge of your families, in the heart of your community and within the walls of your home.
Time-out.
If He is so great, then why do we feel so indifferent, distant and joyless at times? Why does our heart grow cold, emotions stale and mind stagnant to the things of God. It’s simple, we quit believing that He is who He says He is and fall into sin. Little sins add up and build walls around our hearts. Just like a marriage or any other relationship, when time is not spent with the one you love, effort is not made in cultivating the relationship, and open communication begins to wane, it seems that everything falls apart. God is true, honest and open to communicate on the basis of the cross where our human pride collided with the humility of God. Only by humbling ourselves before His might hand, can we be lifted up. David found himself in a pit after committing adultery with Bathsheba and cried out, “Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise” (Psalms 51:12, 17). .
We often forget our brokenness outside the grace of God. Without Him we can do nothing. The freshness of our relationship with Jesus comes by remembering His Word, His promises, and anticipating His return. Be careful not to allow yourself to find your satisfaction in a hobby, job or other relationship. In Jeremiah 2:13, God said, “For my people have committed two evils; they have forsaken me the fountain of living waters, and hewed them out cisterns, broken cisterns, that can hold no water.”
If you are a believer, you have tasted the fullness of Christ and will never be able to find satisfaction in this world again. Joy will come and go when we play see-saw with God’s word and His leading. However, He’s looking for those who are sliding down the slide of consecration, with hands lifted up in worship, and falling forever in love with Him—the One who first loved you and me. Now unto him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy, To the only wise God our Savior, be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and ever. Amen. Jude 1:24-25
Have you ever looked back on your past and realized that God’s hand has been with you ever since you were born? He has orchestrated the time, the place of your birth, the parents that He gave you, the hardships, the joys and opportunities to draw you closer to Himself. He blessed you with a church to hear the Gospel or maybe a Christian relative or friend that told you about Jesus. He has always been in control of every situation and used many of them to get your attention and cause you to look up and thank Him for the glorious provision He has made by giving His own Son as a substitute for our sins. He has been planning from eternity past and He knew what this day would bring in your life. He’s prepared to lead you, protect you and provide for you.
Such security in the sovereignty of God should leave us speechless, worshipful and thankful. It should cause us to live in reverence and holiness of One whose very Word spoke light into existence, whose hand holds the oceans in the hollow of His hand, whose finger brought the plagues of Egypt when His people were held in bondage, and whose eyes run throughout the earth looking for those hearts that are turned toward Him. Catching a glimpse of His wonder throughout the day is enough to break the heart free from the natural and by faith enter the supernatural where nothing is too hard for Him. He is God and there are no others! His name must be shared to the ends of the earth, to the edge of your families, in the heart of your community and within the walls of your home.
Time-out.
If He is so great, then why do we feel so indifferent, distant and joyless at times? Why does our heart grow cold, emotions stale and mind stagnant to the things of God. It’s simple, we quit believing that He is who He says He is and fall into sin. Little sins add up and build walls around our hearts. Just like a marriage or any other relationship, when time is not spent with the one you love, effort is not made in cultivating the relationship, and open communication begins to wane, it seems that everything falls apart. God is true, honest and open to communicate on the basis of the cross where our human pride collided with the humility of God. Only by humbling ourselves before His might hand, can we be lifted up. David found himself in a pit after committing adultery with Bathsheba and cried out, “Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise” (Psalms 51:12, 17). .
We often forget our brokenness outside the grace of God. Without Him we can do nothing. The freshness of our relationship with Jesus comes by remembering His Word, His promises, and anticipating His return. Be careful not to allow yourself to find your satisfaction in a hobby, job or other relationship. In Jeremiah 2:13, God said, “For my people have committed two evils; they have forsaken me the fountain of living waters, and hewed them out cisterns, broken cisterns, that can hold no water.”
If you are a believer, you have tasted the fullness of Christ and will never be able to find satisfaction in this world again. Joy will come and go when we play see-saw with God’s word and His leading. However, He’s looking for those who are sliding down the slide of consecration, with hands lifted up in worship, and falling forever in love with Him—the One who first loved you and me. Now unto him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy, To the only wise God our Savior, be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and ever. Amen. Jude 1:24-25
Monday, January 15, 2007
Leap
(9-30-03 Dallas, TX 8:47PM)
This poem was written as I contemplated God's call to leave my secular job and follow Him in October of 2003. After much prayer, I realized that God was asking for a sacrifice from me and the sacrfice was laying my secular job on the altar and follow Him. He made it crystal clear to me that this was my next step. In the second week of October, I walked into my boss's office and turned in my two weeks notice. Many in my church and family thought I had taken this "Jesus thing" a little too serious. It wasn't a thing, but a person who proved Himself faithful when everyone else doubted. He is a friend that sticks closer than a brother and leads us by faith each day. Looking back, it proved to be a turning point in my life and has taught me about God's faithfulness to His children. It sometimes is tempting to live comfortably in past victories, but God calls us to leap each day into His arms with fresh faith as a child running to their daddy. And so, I find myself leaping by faith into the world of blogs to encourage at least one person to have faith in God and His Son Jesus Christ for the salvation of their soul or simply to help a brother or sister along this journey home. If this blog only touches one person, it has made a difference!
Life is about faith. "When we walk to the edge of all the light we have, and take that step into the darkness of the unknown, we must believe that one of two things will happen: There will be something to stand on or God will teach us how to fly!" -unknown
This poem was written as I contemplated God's call to leave my secular job and follow Him in October of 2003. After much prayer, I realized that God was asking for a sacrifice from me and the sacrfice was laying my secular job on the altar and follow Him. He made it crystal clear to me that this was my next step. In the second week of October, I walked into my boss's office and turned in my two weeks notice. Many in my church and family thought I had taken this "Jesus thing" a little too serious. It wasn't a thing, but a person who proved Himself faithful when everyone else doubted. He is a friend that sticks closer than a brother and leads us by faith each day. Looking back, it proved to be a turning point in my life and has taught me about God's faithfulness to His children. It sometimes is tempting to live comfortably in past victories, but God calls us to leap each day into His arms with fresh faith as a child running to their daddy. And so, I find myself leaping by faith into the world of blogs to encourage at least one person to have faith in God and His Son Jesus Christ for the salvation of their soul or simply to help a brother or sister along this journey home. If this blog only touches one person, it has made a difference!
But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him. Hebrews 11:6
A leap of faith
Like thin air’s sky
Will I land?
Or will I die?
I hope but twain
To ground like rain
In Earth to saturate
In the sun evaporate
Just a humble prayer
It feels like a simple dare
Yet faith is knowing its there
Jumping in hands of care
What shall I do?
When skies turn midnight blue
And time “tick tocks”
Step in faith as the cuckoo clock
I’ll leap the leap
Of Freedom’s sleep
Into the Master seep
Like in river, the running creek
I ask for help
Step by step
That I may know
Which road to go
For the lantern shines
Upon my feet
To guide by night
Along this fight
Until He calls
To leap again
I’ll march the road with pen.
Amen.
A leap of faith
Like thin air’s sky
Will I land?
Or will I die?
I hope but twain
To ground like rain
In Earth to saturate
In the sun evaporate
Just a humble prayer
It feels like a simple dare
Yet faith is knowing its there
Jumping in hands of care
What shall I do?
When skies turn midnight blue
And time “tick tocks”
Step in faith as the cuckoo clock
I’ll leap the leap
Of Freedom’s sleep
Into the Master seep
Like in river, the running creek
I ask for help
Step by step
That I may know
Which road to go
For the lantern shines
Upon my feet
To guide by night
Along this fight
Until He calls
To leap again
I’ll march the road with pen.
Amen.
A Can of Coke
(9-25-03 Dallas TX 10:17AM)
Jesus is the Real One who died in our place on the cross of Calvary. Knowing the work is finished and my soul secured in His redeeming sacrifice brings me great joy and challenges me to share the joy of salvation with everyone I can!
The Impact of Coca Cola
91% of the world's population has heard of coke.
74% have seen coke
51% have tasted
10% of the world's population has heard the Gospel.
Source unknown
Psalms 23:5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
I’ve been shaken up
What is He doing?
I feel as if I am a can of soda
Overflowing and spewing
My flesh will not hold in the love that’s pure
It’s the Real Thing
That’s for sure
My pen is flowing
Faster than carbonation
Moving the water bubbles up the side
A testimony to all the nations
Of the purest waters flowing inside
It’s a fountain drink from above
Manufactured by the Holy Dove
He has the special ingredients
For those who walk in obedience
I have already been trademarked
And must be sent out to the stores
With signs all around the park
Proclaiming a drink that roars
It’s full of love
With a taste of faith
It soothes every tongue
As you journey down His path
Quenching every thirst
If shaken I promise
It will burst
It’s no joke
When you feel like a can of coke
Jesus is the Real One who died in our place on the cross of Calvary. Knowing the work is finished and my soul secured in His redeeming sacrifice brings me great joy and challenges me to share the joy of salvation with everyone I can!
The Impact of Coca Cola
91% of the world's population has heard of coke.
74% have seen coke
51% have tasted
10% of the world's population has heard the Gospel.
Source unknown
Psalms 23:5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
I’ve been shaken up
What is He doing?
I feel as if I am a can of soda
Overflowing and spewing
My flesh will not hold in the love that’s pure
It’s the Real Thing
That’s for sure
My pen is flowing
Faster than carbonation
Moving the water bubbles up the side
A testimony to all the nations
Of the purest waters flowing inside
It’s a fountain drink from above
Manufactured by the Holy Dove
He has the special ingredients
For those who walk in obedience
I have already been trademarked
And must be sent out to the stores
With signs all around the park
Proclaiming a drink that roars
It’s full of love
With a taste of faith
It soothes every tongue
As you journey down His path
Quenching every thirst
If shaken I promise
It will burst
It’s no joke
When you feel like a can of coke
A Testimony from Hell
(During Bro. Phillip’s sermon in an old country church established in 1851, 8-15-03, Luke 16)
These words penetrated my heart as I pondered the destination of all those who forget God and trample the precious blood of His son Jesus Christ. If the rich man could talk to me today, he would beg you and I to at least share the Gospel and tell the truth to his family. After reading this, picture those in your area of influence who may not be prepared to meet God and think of the eternal consequence of not sharing your faith.
Luke 16:26-31 And besides all this, between us and you there is a great gulf fixed, so that those who want to pass from here to you cannot, nor can those from there pass to us.’ “Then he said, ‘I beg you therefore, father, that you would send him to my father’s house, for I have five brothers, that he may testify to them, lest they also come to this place of torment.’ Abraham said to him, ‘They have Moses and the prophets; let them hear them.’ And he said, ‘No, father Abraham; but if one goes to them from the dead, they will repent.’ But he said to him, ‘If they do not hear Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded though one rise from the dead.’”
If hell could talk,
What would it say?
“While on Earth I traveled down my own way”
I hear screaming
Gnashing of teeth
Preaching beyond compare
Please hear us up there
On Earth
You do not want to come here
May your eyes be opened, clear
This place is full
Hotter than hot
Unquenchable thirsts
With flames all around
The stench
Flesh burning, every inch
I can’t stand this pain,
But I have no escape
I’m hurting
My whole body
My heart in flames
My eyes weary for sleep
I am reaped
Never any satisfaction
My mind in constant reflection
Remembering my chances
Of repentance
The preachers warned me
My parents prayed
Yet my heart swayed—
The wrong way
Why?
I did not want to come here
I did not think it was real
Satan, my soul, did steal
He‘s not even visited us yet
I have nothing but regrets
He lied to me
And I to myself
The conviction, God beckoned
Maybe surrender later, I reckoned
My death came to fast
Now I’m feeling God’s wrath
It’s only my fault
Begging and screaming to Earth,
“Halt”
Hear my words
Flee the wrath to come
If not, you’re dumber than dumb
You’ll lose, like me, the game of Life
Sin, all vanities, strife
I am pleading from Hell—
The tormentious jail
The keys taken way
The bars, reinforced darkness
Never a light
The Endless Night
Seek God, I’m yell’n
As for me, I’m smell’n
Flesh constantly burning
For one more chance, I’m yearning
Help!
Help!
Help!
Please tell everyone, it’s full
Abode of the deadest dead
Cravings beyond compare
Trust in God
Never swear
He does love you
He’s totally opposite of this place
Surrender, while you have a chance with Amazing Grace
I beg you
I don’t want you here
Everything now is clearer than clear
Hell is real
Don’t take the Manipulator’s deal
Its real as real can get
These words penetrated my heart as I pondered the destination of all those who forget God and trample the precious blood of His son Jesus Christ. If the rich man could talk to me today, he would beg you and I to at least share the Gospel and tell the truth to his family. After reading this, picture those in your area of influence who may not be prepared to meet God and think of the eternal consequence of not sharing your faith.
Luke 16:26-31 And besides all this, between us and you there is a great gulf fixed, so that those who want to pass from here to you cannot, nor can those from there pass to us.’ “Then he said, ‘I beg you therefore, father, that you would send him to my father’s house, for I have five brothers, that he may testify to them, lest they also come to this place of torment.’ Abraham said to him, ‘They have Moses and the prophets; let them hear them.’ And he said, ‘No, father Abraham; but if one goes to them from the dead, they will repent.’ But he said to him, ‘If they do not hear Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded though one rise from the dead.’”
If hell could talk,
What would it say?
“While on Earth I traveled down my own way”
I hear screaming
Gnashing of teeth
Preaching beyond compare
Please hear us up there
On Earth
You do not want to come here
May your eyes be opened, clear
This place is full
Hotter than hot
Unquenchable thirsts
With flames all around
The stench
Flesh burning, every inch
I can’t stand this pain,
But I have no escape
I’m hurting
My whole body
My heart in flames
My eyes weary for sleep
I am reaped
Never any satisfaction
My mind in constant reflection
Remembering my chances
Of repentance
The preachers warned me
My parents prayed
Yet my heart swayed—
The wrong way
Why?
I did not want to come here
I did not think it was real
Satan, my soul, did steal
He‘s not even visited us yet
I have nothing but regrets
He lied to me
And I to myself
The conviction, God beckoned
Maybe surrender later, I reckoned
My death came to fast
Now I’m feeling God’s wrath
It’s only my fault
Begging and screaming to Earth,
“Halt”
Hear my words
Flee the wrath to come
If not, you’re dumber than dumb
You’ll lose, like me, the game of Life
Sin, all vanities, strife
I am pleading from Hell—
The tormentious jail
The keys taken way
The bars, reinforced darkness
Never a light
The Endless Night
Seek God, I’m yell’n
As for me, I’m smell’n
Flesh constantly burning
For one more chance, I’m yearning
Help!
Help!
Help!
Please tell everyone, it’s full
Abode of the deadest dead
Cravings beyond compare
Trust in God
Never swear
He does love you
He’s totally opposite of this place
Surrender, while you have a chance with Amazing Grace
I beg you
I don’t want you here
Everything now is clearer than clear
Hell is real
Don’t take the Manipulator’s deal
Its real as real can get
What an irreversible regret?!
A Conversation with Satan
(8-29-03 Flying from Dallas to Nashville 2:57PM)
These words come into my heart as I sat on an airplane full of people whose eternal destiny could be waying in the balances above the clouds. My heart yearned to share the Gospel with each one because I was ready for my final flight and pondered if they had ever given their soul's destination a thought.
People, people
All around
Satan’s screaming,
“Make not a sound”
Let these people die
Without knowing
The place they’ll be going
I have them blinded with games
I know you know that it is a shame
They won’t even worship their Creator
Instead they illusively trust in me—
The Eternal Separator
Of God’s presence
Some of them should have already learned their lesson
Yet they seek more
And so, from my storehouses
I give it too them, douses
World’s wickedness
Of sin
I tempt
Even though, I’m already whipped
Maybe not outnumbered
But overpowered
I am the Greatest Coward
A lover of darkness
A god within myself
I needed not God’s help
For I thought I could be as Him
Yet I have been forever condemned
To Darkness
Death
The Lake of Fire
Why didn’t I trust Him?
Let Him be my desire
I, an angel, like the rest of the world
Wanted to be God
So across the land, devouring souls
I trod
I’m bringing their souls
With me
Full of hatred
Call me the Wretched Enemy
I have no care!
For I am eternally falling
In fires hotter than Hell
Consuming all, but none
Let these people around be shunned
Share not the Gospel of Peace
Allow them to get what they deserve
Doom and condemnation
That will never cease
“Be quiet!”
“Don’t make a riot”
I know you want to though
If you speak of Jesus,
I’ll be on your track,I just wanted you to know
These words come into my heart as I sat on an airplane full of people whose eternal destiny could be waying in the balances above the clouds. My heart yearned to share the Gospel with each one because I was ready for my final flight and pondered if they had ever given their soul's destination a thought.
People, people
All around
Satan’s screaming,
“Make not a sound”
Let these people die
Without knowing
The place they’ll be going
I have them blinded with games
I know you know that it is a shame
They won’t even worship their Creator
Instead they illusively trust in me—
The Eternal Separator
Of God’s presence
Some of them should have already learned their lesson
Yet they seek more
And so, from my storehouses
I give it too them, douses
World’s wickedness
Of sin
I tempt
Even though, I’m already whipped
Maybe not outnumbered
But overpowered
I am the Greatest Coward
A lover of darkness
A god within myself
I needed not God’s help
For I thought I could be as Him
Yet I have been forever condemned
To Darkness
Death
The Lake of Fire
Why didn’t I trust Him?
Let Him be my desire
I, an angel, like the rest of the world
Wanted to be God
So across the land, devouring souls
I trod
I’m bringing their souls
With me
Full of hatred
Call me the Wretched Enemy
I have no care!
For I am eternally falling
In fires hotter than Hell
Consuming all, but none
Let these people around be shunned
Share not the Gospel of Peace
Allow them to get what they deserve
Doom and condemnation
That will never cease
“Be quiet!”
“Don’t make a riot”
I know you want to though
If you speak of Jesus,
I’ll be on your track,I just wanted you to know
Focus
June 15, 2005
But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. Matthew 6:33
At this single moment in time, the God of all creation has His eyes fixed on you. Stop. Be still. Calm yourself. Think. Where are my eyes focused at this moment? What is vying for your affection, thoughts, and deepest passions? Be honest and really consider what your heart is telling you. Turn off the television, the radio, ringer on the telephone and listen. Where are you standing in relation to the God who made you? He's been watching you all of your life. He sees your patterns, knows your thoughts and heart, gives you breath, a heartbeat and longs for you to know Him and share your life together.
On the cross of Calvary, the most powerful collision of forces took place when the pride of you, me and the rest of the human race met the humility of God in the body of His Son Jesus Christ. This moment in time around 2,000 years ago was the greatest act of obedience and sacrifice that has ever been demonstrated on the face of the earth. Because of this collision, our sins have been covered by the precious blood of Christ. However, God's plan did not end there. Christ was buried, and on the 3rd day He was raised from the dead that you and I could have eternal life. If in this life only we have hope in Christ, we are of all men most miserable. (1 Corinthians 15:19) In light of the truth, If ye then be risen with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God.Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth.For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God. (Colossians 3:1-3). But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. (Matthew 6:33) But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. When you focus on Him by faith, every other part of your life will fall into place. His peace will guide you through the struggles and His strength will hold you when you feel life falling. If you can get this one relationship right, then His love will overflow into your marriage, family, church, community, and far beyond. Focus. Focus. Focus!
But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. Matthew 6:33
At this single moment in time, the God of all creation has His eyes fixed on you. Stop. Be still. Calm yourself. Think. Where are my eyes focused at this moment? What is vying for your affection, thoughts, and deepest passions? Be honest and really consider what your heart is telling you. Turn off the television, the radio, ringer on the telephone and listen. Where are you standing in relation to the God who made you? He's been watching you all of your life. He sees your patterns, knows your thoughts and heart, gives you breath, a heartbeat and longs for you to know Him and share your life together.
On the cross of Calvary, the most powerful collision of forces took place when the pride of you, me and the rest of the human race met the humility of God in the body of His Son Jesus Christ. This moment in time around 2,000 years ago was the greatest act of obedience and sacrifice that has ever been demonstrated on the face of the earth. Because of this collision, our sins have been covered by the precious blood of Christ. However, God's plan did not end there. Christ was buried, and on the 3rd day He was raised from the dead that you and I could have eternal life. If in this life only we have hope in Christ, we are of all men most miserable. (1 Corinthians 15:19) In light of the truth, If ye then be risen with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God.Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth.For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God. (Colossians 3:1-3). But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. (Matthew 6:33) But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. When you focus on Him by faith, every other part of your life will fall into place. His peace will guide you through the struggles and His strength will hold you when you feel life falling. If you can get this one relationship right, then His love will overflow into your marriage, family, church, community, and far beyond. Focus. Focus. Focus!
An ordinary man with an Extraordinary God
May 4, 2005
Never underestimate the power of prayer and God's ability to hear every word we say!
Stop for a moment and think about where you are going in life! Are you wandering, wondering, and walking in circles or is each day full of meaning and purpose. Often circumstances cause us to pause, let us catch our breathe from the fast lane of life, and allows us to reevaluate our current position.
On Monday, a friend and I were walking through a park in Franklin, TN and sharing about what God was teaching, and how he was stretching and empowering us for His service. It was one of the most refreshing times that I have spent in the recent weeks. Time seemed to stand still or actually pass by without us even knowing it. I love when life is so full that I forget about my age, my agendas, my problems, my this, my that, my, my, my. We were focused on helping each other grow and learn to be better men of God.
As we walked through the park, we noticed a guy in the field searching for something in the grass. Honestly, we walked on by barely saying "Hi!" We were so focused on the great time we were having sharing about the Lord and the other guy was so busy searching. Our paths didn't seem to cross. We were both in two separate worlds. As Christians, we tend to do this often. People are lost, lonely and abused, and we simply neglect them because they are not a member of our church or maybe even do not go to church. We have forgotten to be observant and open minded to what God is really saying. As we walked about 100ft past the guy, I thought, "What if we could help him find what he is searching for?" We turned around and began praying for an open door to share. Upon approaching the guy, he continued searching with his face to the ground. It was a collision of egos. He was embarrassed, and we really didn't know what to say. We politely asked, "Can we help you?" It startled him for a moment and he seemed to be taken back asking, "Why would someone want to help me look through all this grass?"
My friend and I gazed across the landscape and asked, what are we looking for? In slight humiliation he told us that on Saturday during a game of Frisbee golf, his tooth had broken in half from the dog chain that he held in his hand. Don't ask me the details. I am still puzzled. Somehow, he threw the Frisbee with one hand and the dog chain in his other hand slipped and swung around slapping him in the mouth leaving him with half a tooth. We asked if we could pray for this situation, and he finally agreed. "How else could we find half of a half of a tooth in a field of grass?" However, God knew right where it was!
This story may seem long, interesting, and almost unbelievable but after looking up to heaven and calling out to God on the smallest of matters, he heard us! I walked around for a few moments stopped and said, "Father please help us by showing yourself strong in this guy's life!" I looked down and in the midst of the grass, I found a pearly tooth of great price and returned it to its rightful owner. He hit his knees knowing God had heard our prayer and praised the Name of our Lord Jesus Christ! The morale of the story is that many are searching and wandering in the grass alone searching for their life. They are ashamed to ask for help, because we are so caught up in our own world and pride. When we take time to say a prayer and step out in faith, God is able to make an ordinary day extraordinary! Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen. Ephesians 3:20-21
Never underestimate the power of prayer and God's ability to hear every word we say!
Stop for a moment and think about where you are going in life! Are you wandering, wondering, and walking in circles or is each day full of meaning and purpose. Often circumstances cause us to pause, let us catch our breathe from the fast lane of life, and allows us to reevaluate our current position.
On Monday, a friend and I were walking through a park in Franklin, TN and sharing about what God was teaching, and how he was stretching and empowering us for His service. It was one of the most refreshing times that I have spent in the recent weeks. Time seemed to stand still or actually pass by without us even knowing it. I love when life is so full that I forget about my age, my agendas, my problems, my this, my that, my, my, my. We were focused on helping each other grow and learn to be better men of God.
As we walked through the park, we noticed a guy in the field searching for something in the grass. Honestly, we walked on by barely saying "Hi!" We were so focused on the great time we were having sharing about the Lord and the other guy was so busy searching. Our paths didn't seem to cross. We were both in two separate worlds. As Christians, we tend to do this often. People are lost, lonely and abused, and we simply neglect them because they are not a member of our church or maybe even do not go to church. We have forgotten to be observant and open minded to what God is really saying. As we walked about 100ft past the guy, I thought, "What if we could help him find what he is searching for?" We turned around and began praying for an open door to share. Upon approaching the guy, he continued searching with his face to the ground. It was a collision of egos. He was embarrassed, and we really didn't know what to say. We politely asked, "Can we help you?" It startled him for a moment and he seemed to be taken back asking, "Why would someone want to help me look through all this grass?"
My friend and I gazed across the landscape and asked, what are we looking for? In slight humiliation he told us that on Saturday during a game of Frisbee golf, his tooth had broken in half from the dog chain that he held in his hand. Don't ask me the details. I am still puzzled. Somehow, he threw the Frisbee with one hand and the dog chain in his other hand slipped and swung around slapping him in the mouth leaving him with half a tooth. We asked if we could pray for this situation, and he finally agreed. "How else could we find half of a half of a tooth in a field of grass?" However, God knew right where it was!
This story may seem long, interesting, and almost unbelievable but after looking up to heaven and calling out to God on the smallest of matters, he heard us! I walked around for a few moments stopped and said, "Father please help us by showing yourself strong in this guy's life!" I looked down and in the midst of the grass, I found a pearly tooth of great price and returned it to its rightful owner. He hit his knees knowing God had heard our prayer and praised the Name of our Lord Jesus Christ! The morale of the story is that many are searching and wandering in the grass alone searching for their life. They are ashamed to ask for help, because we are so caught up in our own world and pride. When we take time to say a prayer and step out in faith, God is able to make an ordinary day extraordinary! Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen. Ephesians 3:20-21
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
$2 worth of gas
January 10, 2007
Romans 5:1-5 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope: And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.
The Lord must have a sense of humor as he watches us each day. We frantically worry, scurry and are in a hurry, while God patiently awaits us to be brought into a circumstance to teach us a lesson for the day. He is ever present and always near and wants us to recognize Him in the simplest of moments.
This morning while getting ready to leave I changed jackets and went out the door. My computer case was packed and gym bag was in hand. I was not expecting to be back until late in the evening. On the way to the prison this morning, I remembered that my fuel light came on last night, and I would need to stop to get gas. As a typical male, I calculated the distance and knew that I normally have enough gas to go 30 miles after the light comes on. It’s about 22 miles to the prison. I reasoned that I could get gas after I left the prison. While parking, I looked into my checkbook to grab my license to go into the prison. It was not there. If it wasn’t there, that meant my debit card was not either because they are normally together. The logical conclusion was it was in the other jacket… Now, it was time to mentor, and I couldn’t worry about it. I knew the Lord was watching over me and could get me where I needed to go!
After leaving the prison, I remembered the little gas station a mile down the road. I had a check that I could write and was hoping they wouldn’t think that I would bounce one on them. I coasted into the station and awaited the verdict, “Sorry, we don’t accept checks, only cash or debit cards.” “Now what”, I thought. There is the trustworthy ashtray full of change. I went back out to the car and scraped $1.14 (that’s about 12 miles of gas). I stood in line and waited to pay. The lady behind the desk offered me $5 if I could pay it back. In my pride of not wanting to owe someone something and be indebted, I stubbornly yet politely said, “I think I can make it”. She rang up $2 worth of gas anyway and said she would at least give me this much.
All the way home, I prayed, feared being humbled by being stranded, and was convicted that I didn’t allow her to help more. It might have made her day to go home and think, “I helped someone today!” Instead, I stole her blessing by being self-sufficient. I had enough money in the bank to buy 10 fill-ups, but with no access, I would get nowhere except where I deserved—stranded.
Now, you may be wondering, how does this relate to being a Christian? The story is comical, serious, humbling, honest, and true. First of all, I can relate as a person who used to think being good enough would get me to Heaven. Trying this process only leaves us fearing that our “good works” tank will not run dry before we are able to get home. We pray and pray but to no avail, because good works will get us nowhere but stranded going the opposite direction on the highway of God’s righteousness and holiness Second, I saw myself as the one who rejected the help of others. I was self-sufficient with $1.14. That’s pretty ridiculous. In view of my unpayable sin-debt, $1.14 is like one cent compared to the world’s worth, 47 trillion (GDP). It’s not even a drop in the bucket. My righteousness is like filthy rags in comparison to God’s. Third, I saw myself as one without access to the bank account. Millions everyday walk around believing in God or a Supreme Being and knowing that He can take care of them. You believe that there is one God. You do well. Even the demons believe and tremble! (James 2:19)
There must be a way to access this grace and live a life without fearing these temporal things around us. We can access this grace. All mankind can come to God through the Jesus’ death on the cross. “For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus; Who gave himself a ransom for all, to be testified in due time.” (1 Timothy 2:5-6) Access Him today and everyday. Upon being regenerated and awakened to new life, Jesus Christ cancelled your sin-debt and deposited His riches of righteousness to your account. Don’t live your life on $2 worth of gas! Keep your debit card with you, the cross that you bear, and realize there are fill up stations all around where God’s love can be shared with others. You should never find yourself empty in view of God’s mercy, love and the unsearchable riches of Christ!
P.S. For those wondering, I did make it to the gas station with fumes by the grace of God!
Romans 5:1-5 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope: And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.
The Lord must have a sense of humor as he watches us each day. We frantically worry, scurry and are in a hurry, while God patiently awaits us to be brought into a circumstance to teach us a lesson for the day. He is ever present and always near and wants us to recognize Him in the simplest of moments.
This morning while getting ready to leave I changed jackets and went out the door. My computer case was packed and gym bag was in hand. I was not expecting to be back until late in the evening. On the way to the prison this morning, I remembered that my fuel light came on last night, and I would need to stop to get gas. As a typical male, I calculated the distance and knew that I normally have enough gas to go 30 miles after the light comes on. It’s about 22 miles to the prison. I reasoned that I could get gas after I left the prison. While parking, I looked into my checkbook to grab my license to go into the prison. It was not there. If it wasn’t there, that meant my debit card was not either because they are normally together. The logical conclusion was it was in the other jacket… Now, it was time to mentor, and I couldn’t worry about it. I knew the Lord was watching over me and could get me where I needed to go!
After leaving the prison, I remembered the little gas station a mile down the road. I had a check that I could write and was hoping they wouldn’t think that I would bounce one on them. I coasted into the station and awaited the verdict, “Sorry, we don’t accept checks, only cash or debit cards.” “Now what”, I thought. There is the trustworthy ashtray full of change. I went back out to the car and scraped $1.14 (that’s about 12 miles of gas). I stood in line and waited to pay. The lady behind the desk offered me $5 if I could pay it back. In my pride of not wanting to owe someone something and be indebted, I stubbornly yet politely said, “I think I can make it”. She rang up $2 worth of gas anyway and said she would at least give me this much.
All the way home, I prayed, feared being humbled by being stranded, and was convicted that I didn’t allow her to help more. It might have made her day to go home and think, “I helped someone today!” Instead, I stole her blessing by being self-sufficient. I had enough money in the bank to buy 10 fill-ups, but with no access, I would get nowhere except where I deserved—stranded.
Now, you may be wondering, how does this relate to being a Christian? The story is comical, serious, humbling, honest, and true. First of all, I can relate as a person who used to think being good enough would get me to Heaven. Trying this process only leaves us fearing that our “good works” tank will not run dry before we are able to get home. We pray and pray but to no avail, because good works will get us nowhere but stranded going the opposite direction on the highway of God’s righteousness and holiness Second, I saw myself as the one who rejected the help of others. I was self-sufficient with $1.14. That’s pretty ridiculous. In view of my unpayable sin-debt, $1.14 is like one cent compared to the world’s worth, 47 trillion (GDP). It’s not even a drop in the bucket. My righteousness is like filthy rags in comparison to God’s. Third, I saw myself as one without access to the bank account. Millions everyday walk around believing in God or a Supreme Being and knowing that He can take care of them. You believe that there is one God. You do well. Even the demons believe and tremble! (James 2:19)
There must be a way to access this grace and live a life without fearing these temporal things around us. We can access this grace. All mankind can come to God through the Jesus’ death on the cross. “For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus; Who gave himself a ransom for all, to be testified in due time.” (1 Timothy 2:5-6) Access Him today and everyday. Upon being regenerated and awakened to new life, Jesus Christ cancelled your sin-debt and deposited His riches of righteousness to your account. Don’t live your life on $2 worth of gas! Keep your debit card with you, the cross that you bear, and realize there are fill up stations all around where God’s love can be shared with others. You should never find yourself empty in view of God’s mercy, love and the unsearchable riches of Christ!
P.S. For those wondering, I did make it to the gas station with fumes by the grace of God!
Borrowed
(5-13-04 Nashville, TN 3:02PM)
Along the sands we walk
As the waves come crashing in
Watching as the sun sets
Spreading rays of light on the horizon
Longing for the newest day
For now watching the stars
We’ll make it through by the moon’s light
For Home is not that far
Only one step ahead
Leads to eternity with Yahweh
When will I reach my destination?
It could be any day
What a joy to know
The Maker of all tomorrows
Leading me breath by breath
In these grains of sand- borrowed
Along the sands we walk
As the waves come crashing in
Watching as the sun sets
Spreading rays of light on the horizon
Longing for the newest day
For now watching the stars
We’ll make it through by the moon’s light
For Home is not that far
Only one step ahead
Leads to eternity with Yahweh
When will I reach my destination?
It could be any day
What a joy to know
The Maker of all tomorrows
Leading me breath by breath
In these grains of sand- borrowed
Tuesday, January 9, 2007
The Prodigal Son
(10-2-03 Dallas, TX 10:24AM)
Into the wayfaring land I did stray
I walked on my own and never prayed
What about the book my dad had read?
I didn’t care and walked as dead
He had taught me the truth for so long
Now, I’m wandering singing the world’s song
I spent the money that he had promised to me
It provided me with riches temporarily
The city, the lights, the newness of all
Yet his still small voice a beckoning call
Was always ringing in the back of my mind
You are one of my sons, one of a kind
I continued to explore as a reckless fool
Until all of myself the world did rule
I had drowned in lights of despair
When I was kicked to the curb, no one cared
Lonely, lost, blind, and confused
Another puppet on the stage to amuse
I had fallen so low in the pit of shame
I had been defeated in life even if it’s a game
Scattered upon the ground
My search for self went round and round
In the mud and mire I continued to roll
But a sweet voice echoed, it’s time to come home
How could I go home in such a mess?
My mind was thinking and heart to contest
I had made a mockery of my family’s name
Seeking the world of riches, power and fame
Where else could I go to get a good meal?
I’ve been starving for days the desperation was real
Could I go home just to be a servant?
I am not sure because to feed the pigs I am not deserving
I started my journey home
For I was sick of every roam
Down the old beaten path I began to trod
Crying out to God, my God
I am just a wayfaring stranger
Looking unto the baby boy in manger
In Him, I shall find sweet rest
Because with all of my heart to Dad, I must confess
He’s always stood by my side
Now forever in his arms I must abide
For everyone has had their moment to explore
Until the day, He knocked on my door
On that day, He called me home
To a heart of gold from the hardest stone
Making it tender, beating and moldable
A love within that’s unholdable
Yet with the purest arms outstretched
My Father took me in though my life as wretch
The power within our reuniting
Made my heart to quiver though exciting
Coming home he killed the fatted calf
A feast was held on my behalf
At the table we continue to sup
From heart to heart and cup to cup
Forever at my King’s banquet
I just bow down my knees shouting “Thank You”
Wrapped in robes of scarlet white
In His bed I’ll sleep every night
An intimacy with the Father shared
For His name I continue to bear
When morning comes the birds will sing
It’s just the alarm clock of my King
His courts have been paved with gold
I have a mansion awaiting this I know
The gates are built with jewels so rare
Diamonds, sapphires, rubies everywhere
A tree stands amidst His garden
With waters flowing like glass that hardened
There is a Light that walks all around
When I see His face I’ll hit the ground
It’s brightness of Shekinah beyond comprehension
You can’t even express with every word in this dimension
Worshipping with angelic choirs, the redeemed are known
For all are gathered around the throne
His eyes are shining like a blazing fire
From whiteness of purity flows His power
His voice that speaks rumbles like thunder
Though while on earth His still small voice pierces asunder
Every word spoken from out His mouth
Are rivers flowing covering every drought
All pain, tears, sorrow and grief
All passed away, what a relief!
Joy unspeakable and full of glory
Is only a brief expression of this eternal story
It began with a wayfaring stranger seeking his own
It ends with all pilgrims who’ve made it home
Through valleys and mountains, lakes and skies
The Way, the Truth, and Life was the One who did die
All for you and me at Mount Calvary
That we would find ourselves at the cross, forgiven entirely
I’ve made it home to my resting place
His love alone was found through grace
It’s time to stand before Judgment’s Throne
Well done my son, “Welcome Home”
Into the wayfaring land I did stray
I walked on my own and never prayed
What about the book my dad had read?
I didn’t care and walked as dead
He had taught me the truth for so long
Now, I’m wandering singing the world’s song
I spent the money that he had promised to me
It provided me with riches temporarily
The city, the lights, the newness of all
Yet his still small voice a beckoning call
Was always ringing in the back of my mind
You are one of my sons, one of a kind
I continued to explore as a reckless fool
Until all of myself the world did rule
I had drowned in lights of despair
When I was kicked to the curb, no one cared
Lonely, lost, blind, and confused
Another puppet on the stage to amuse
I had fallen so low in the pit of shame
I had been defeated in life even if it’s a game
Scattered upon the ground
My search for self went round and round
In the mud and mire I continued to roll
But a sweet voice echoed, it’s time to come home
How could I go home in such a mess?
My mind was thinking and heart to contest
I had made a mockery of my family’s name
Seeking the world of riches, power and fame
Where else could I go to get a good meal?
I’ve been starving for days the desperation was real
Could I go home just to be a servant?
I am not sure because to feed the pigs I am not deserving
I started my journey home
For I was sick of every roam
Down the old beaten path I began to trod
Crying out to God, my God
I am just a wayfaring stranger
Looking unto the baby boy in manger
In Him, I shall find sweet rest
Because with all of my heart to Dad, I must confess
He’s always stood by my side
Now forever in his arms I must abide
For everyone has had their moment to explore
Until the day, He knocked on my door
On that day, He called me home
To a heart of gold from the hardest stone
Making it tender, beating and moldable
A love within that’s unholdable
Yet with the purest arms outstretched
My Father took me in though my life as wretch
The power within our reuniting
Made my heart to quiver though exciting
Coming home he killed the fatted calf
A feast was held on my behalf
At the table we continue to sup
From heart to heart and cup to cup
Forever at my King’s banquet
I just bow down my knees shouting “Thank You”
Wrapped in robes of scarlet white
In His bed I’ll sleep every night
An intimacy with the Father shared
For His name I continue to bear
When morning comes the birds will sing
It’s just the alarm clock of my King
His courts have been paved with gold
I have a mansion awaiting this I know
The gates are built with jewels so rare
Diamonds, sapphires, rubies everywhere
A tree stands amidst His garden
With waters flowing like glass that hardened
There is a Light that walks all around
When I see His face I’ll hit the ground
It’s brightness of Shekinah beyond comprehension
You can’t even express with every word in this dimension
Worshipping with angelic choirs, the redeemed are known
For all are gathered around the throne
His eyes are shining like a blazing fire
From whiteness of purity flows His power
His voice that speaks rumbles like thunder
Though while on earth His still small voice pierces asunder
Every word spoken from out His mouth
Are rivers flowing covering every drought
All pain, tears, sorrow and grief
All passed away, what a relief!
Joy unspeakable and full of glory
Is only a brief expression of this eternal story
It began with a wayfaring stranger seeking his own
It ends with all pilgrims who’ve made it home
Through valleys and mountains, lakes and skies
The Way, the Truth, and Life was the One who did die
All for you and me at Mount Calvary
That we would find ourselves at the cross, forgiven entirely
I’ve made it home to my resting place
His love alone was found through grace
It’s time to stand before Judgment’s Throne
Well done my son, “Welcome Home”
Church
(9-14-03 Sunday morning 11:04AM)
What a sweet spirit in the air!
It has fell denying worldly care
Raining
Descending like snowflakes
Melted into the heart
People are testifying
Praising God
With thanksgiving
Some are just crying
Because their souls are living
The choir—
A heavenly host
Proclaiming adoration to the One
Deserving the most
Melodious of the blood that was shed
“Turn thy eyes upon Jesus”
Our Daily Bread
The pastor is preaching
Into the souls of man
The Word of God is reaching
That they may stand
Upon the Solid Rock
Both sure and steadfast
An anchor of the soul
A lively hope
It’s all you need to take you Home
Just to roam, a sojourner
Watching the world
I became a mourner
It’s living under the sun
Being burnt
It cares not that it’s undone
We must quit falling asleep
For the fields are being reaped
With darkness getting the greatest yield
We must start working
For the harvest is real
The tares are growing
Choking the natural sowing
Of Love
We must fertilize with the words
Of the Holy Dove
It’s time to begin growing
As a Godly people
Not just walking into a house
With a steeple
The Holy Spirit will descend
To knock you off your perch
For God’s ringing the bells
It’s time to have Church
What a sweet spirit in the air!
It has fell denying worldly care
Raining
Descending like snowflakes
Melted into the heart
People are testifying
Praising God
With thanksgiving
Some are just crying
Because their souls are living
The choir—
A heavenly host
Proclaiming adoration to the One
Deserving the most
Melodious of the blood that was shed
“Turn thy eyes upon Jesus”
Our Daily Bread
The pastor is preaching
Into the souls of man
The Word of God is reaching
That they may stand
Upon the Solid Rock
Both sure and steadfast
An anchor of the soul
A lively hope
It’s all you need to take you Home
Just to roam, a sojourner
Watching the world
I became a mourner
It’s living under the sun
Being burnt
It cares not that it’s undone
We must quit falling asleep
For the fields are being reaped
With darkness getting the greatest yield
We must start working
For the harvest is real
The tares are growing
Choking the natural sowing
Of Love
We must fertilize with the words
Of the Holy Dove
It’s time to begin growing
As a Godly people
Not just walking into a house
With a steeple
The Holy Spirit will descend
To knock you off your perch
For God’s ringing the bells
It’s time to have Church
A Simple Man
(9-28-03 Clarksburg, TN 12:00AM)
Worn clothes
Tattern shoes
Sweat-stain hat
The old truck, blue
Calloused hands
Aching joints
Hair sparkled in gray
Lips that pray
His Bible well read
His soul awakened from the dead
Singing and teaching me
To be a simple man
Worn clothes
Tattern shoes
Sweat-stain hat
The old truck, blue
Calloused hands
Aching joints
Hair sparkled in gray
Lips that pray
His Bible well read
His soul awakened from the dead
Singing and teaching me
To be a simple man
A Redeeming Story
(10-28-03 12:25PM)
Colossians 1:13-14 Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son: In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins:
On the crosses
Three men did hang
Two on the outer side did rail
On the innocent Lamb that was slain
From the foundations of the world
The Son of God knew of this day
A sacrifice for all mankind
Come unto Him all that may
At the foot of the cross
Every tongue and knee will bow
To confess Jesus as Lord
For the time is now
With nails in His hands and feet
He looked beyond the pain
For He stood on the promises
That His Father said He would reign
King of Kings
Lord of Lords
The Word that became flesh
A piercing sword
Truth sincere and genuine
On the cross did break the curse
To save His sinning friends
The lowest and the worst
He loved them still
Even though they returned with bitterness
His fountains of life through spotless blood
An atonement of peace and sweetness
A body broken and torn
By His stripes we have been healed
His blood is still fresh
For my God is that real
Railings and false accusation
Throughout the centuries of time
Will you believe in the world or Life
He continues to do miracles and signs
While in despair of death
One of the men on the cross did say
This man is innocent
From the knees of his heart did pray
I am guilty fearing God
Jesus save me please
I can do nothing for myself
At that moment, Christ met his need
Today, you will be with me in Paradise
A place of God’s presence
Justified by faith through grace
An eternal blessing
A lively hope became his
In the land of God’s great glory
Just a sinner he came as he was
Saved by Love’s merit—
A Redeeming Story
Colossians 1:13-14 Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son: In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins:
On the crosses
Three men did hang
Two on the outer side did rail
On the innocent Lamb that was slain
From the foundations of the world
The Son of God knew of this day
A sacrifice for all mankind
Come unto Him all that may
At the foot of the cross
Every tongue and knee will bow
To confess Jesus as Lord
For the time is now
With nails in His hands and feet
He looked beyond the pain
For He stood on the promises
That His Father said He would reign
King of Kings
Lord of Lords
The Word that became flesh
A piercing sword
Truth sincere and genuine
On the cross did break the curse
To save His sinning friends
The lowest and the worst
He loved them still
Even though they returned with bitterness
His fountains of life through spotless blood
An atonement of peace and sweetness
A body broken and torn
By His stripes we have been healed
His blood is still fresh
For my God is that real
Railings and false accusation
Throughout the centuries of time
Will you believe in the world or Life
He continues to do miracles and signs
While in despair of death
One of the men on the cross did say
This man is innocent
From the knees of his heart did pray
I am guilty fearing God
Jesus save me please
I can do nothing for myself
At that moment, Christ met his need
Today, you will be with me in Paradise
A place of God’s presence
Justified by faith through grace
An eternal blessing
A lively hope became his
In the land of God’s great glory
Just a sinner he came as he was
Saved by Love’s merit—
A Redeeming Story
Romans 5:8
September 28, 2005
But God commended his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. (Romans 5:8)
As I gaze upon this verse, I am left speechless. My hearts pours out the deepest emotions of gratitude, praise and worship to the only One who is worthy. My mind searches the width and height of the love that was displayed in Christ's commitment to you and I on the bloody cross. His love wasn't a bubbly feeling, puppy love, or any other superficial lust that our world has come to agree with as being love. It was much more....
Over the past year and a half, I have had the privilege of volunteering at the local mission. It has become one of my favorite places to be. I have listened to stories of being shot, stabbed, wrecking cars, falling from buildings, using every drug on the street possible, getting drunk and waking up in places you never knew, prostituting, lying, cheating and stealing and much more. The list could go on and on.. I believe you get the picture. It may even make you snarl your nose at some of the things that are listed and make you think that you are better than some of them. Jesus warned us in Matthew 15:19 For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies: In reality, everyone of us could be there apart from the grace of God. A few bad decisions is all it would take.
Often, we find ourselves feeling invisible as if nothing can touch us or would dare to touch us. On the other extreme, we can be the cleanest people on earth. You may not use drugs, alcohol, have sex outside of marriage, yet your heart could be as filthy as some of the homeless people on the streets who have not taken baths in days. This filth can be unnoticeable to many except yourself and a few around you. It follows you all around and leaves a stench behind. It can even follow you to your church on Sunday and can even make its way into your prayer time and Bible study. What object of the heart could be so hidden, secretive and unknown to others though darkening the very core of who you are......It's should be an easy answer-- PRIDE.
We all have it, because it is built into our competitive nature of, "I am better than you!" Though, we often think nothing of it, God hates it. Nothing is hidden from His eyes. What has happened to "He must increase, but I must decrease. (John 3:30)," "But now, O LORD, thou art our father; we are the clay, and thou our potter; and we all are the work of thy hand (Isaiah 64:8)" or If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me (Matt 16:24)" We can easily cast these words from our Bible's and overlook them because they get a little too personal. You and I do not like to hear this type of talking! Everything is fine until the Word confronts us and calls for a change. We call Jesus "Lord," but do we really mean it?
Jesus Christ has the right to be Lord of lords and King of kings. He saw us as we were- full of pride and deceit and yet still loved us in our filthy rags. He was even homeless and ate with publicans and sinners. I can imagine Him talking openly with them and telling them the truth. They had nothing to hide and everything was exposed on the level field that we all stand. You and I are guilty! I am the meanest man I know. But thanks be to God, which gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. (1 Cor. 15:57) Today, it is a privilege to stand beside you and lift my hands in praise and adoration of His undying love!
But God commended his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. (Romans 5:8)
As I gaze upon this verse, I am left speechless. My hearts pours out the deepest emotions of gratitude, praise and worship to the only One who is worthy. My mind searches the width and height of the love that was displayed in Christ's commitment to you and I on the bloody cross. His love wasn't a bubbly feeling, puppy love, or any other superficial lust that our world has come to agree with as being love. It was much more....
Over the past year and a half, I have had the privilege of volunteering at the local mission. It has become one of my favorite places to be. I have listened to stories of being shot, stabbed, wrecking cars, falling from buildings, using every drug on the street possible, getting drunk and waking up in places you never knew, prostituting, lying, cheating and stealing and much more. The list could go on and on.. I believe you get the picture. It may even make you snarl your nose at some of the things that are listed and make you think that you are better than some of them. Jesus warned us in Matthew 15:19 For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies: In reality, everyone of us could be there apart from the grace of God. A few bad decisions is all it would take.
Often, we find ourselves feeling invisible as if nothing can touch us or would dare to touch us. On the other extreme, we can be the cleanest people on earth. You may not use drugs, alcohol, have sex outside of marriage, yet your heart could be as filthy as some of the homeless people on the streets who have not taken baths in days. This filth can be unnoticeable to many except yourself and a few around you. It follows you all around and leaves a stench behind. It can even follow you to your church on Sunday and can even make its way into your prayer time and Bible study. What object of the heart could be so hidden, secretive and unknown to others though darkening the very core of who you are......It's should be an easy answer-- PRIDE.
We all have it, because it is built into our competitive nature of, "I am better than you!" Though, we often think nothing of it, God hates it. Nothing is hidden from His eyes. What has happened to "He must increase, but I must decrease. (John 3:30)," "But now, O LORD, thou art our father; we are the clay, and thou our potter; and we all are the work of thy hand (Isaiah 64:8)" or If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me (Matt 16:24)" We can easily cast these words from our Bible's and overlook them because they get a little too personal. You and I do not like to hear this type of talking! Everything is fine until the Word confronts us and calls for a change. We call Jesus "Lord," but do we really mean it?
Jesus Christ has the right to be Lord of lords and King of kings. He saw us as we were- full of pride and deceit and yet still loved us in our filthy rags. He was even homeless and ate with publicans and sinners. I can imagine Him talking openly with them and telling them the truth. They had nothing to hide and everything was exposed on the level field that we all stand. You and I are guilty! I am the meanest man I know. But thanks be to God, which gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. (1 Cor. 15:57) Today, it is a privilege to stand beside you and lift my hands in praise and adoration of His undying love!
Monday, January 8, 2007
Life as a Refrigerator
Dec 29, 2003
During the past few days, I have been in reflection over God's work in my life this year. It has been one of the most trying, yet the best year of my life thus far. What an adventure!!! I, like you, have a list of things that have happened and are happening even now. Some I would call good and others bad. However, in Romans 8:28, Paul tells us, "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." This encourages me that everything this year has happen for a distinct purpose and that purpose is to conform me into the image of Jesus.
Even today, God has reminded me of His Holiness and what he wants to do with my life just as He does yours. A friend used this illustration last week, and I have found it to be so true. Think of your life as a refrigerator. The outside of it is usually covered up with magnets, pictures, and schedules, and the door is shut most of the day. If you want to be honest, we all have our days like this. We want to be shut off to the world, and let no one in. We live in an external world. We hide behind our clothes, houses, cars, and never let God come into our days. We are caught up in busyness.
Now, the most important part of the refrigerator is its power source. Is yours connected to the 220 voltage? My 2:20 is in Galatians "I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me." While standing outside the door, there is darkness within the refrigerator. This is when I deny God to work through me and want no part with Him. Revelation 3:20 says, "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me."
Next, let's open up the door. Immediately, the light is on and everything is exposed. I John 1:5 tells us, "This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all." This is the part that is hard to deal with. God has reminded me that I have some spoiled milk, flat Coke, and a few leftovers that need thrown into the trash. The baking soda only works so long and it's time to forsake my habitual sins. Proverbs 28:13 "He that covereth his sins shall not prosper: but whoso confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy. Note: This is an illustration. My refrigerator is very clean. We will not go into the coldest parts of the refrigerator, because the bitterness and coldness there causes freezer burn. All this is to declare Isaiah 43:18-19 for the new year, "Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert." God wants us to rejoice in His love and mercy over this past year, but He wants to do a new thing in your life this next year. He wants to exceed your expectations as you take pleasure in Him. Take a moment to think how God brought the Israelites through the Red Sea, provided food and water in the wilderness, and delivered them into the Promised Land. He wants to do the same for you! The key is to be connected to His power source and let Him in. As for me, I must let Him do the throwing out, because I do not have the strength to do it on my own. He will tear down the strongholds and will bless you tremendously for your obedience. May the Light of God's Presence illuminate your soul within!
During the past few days, I have been in reflection over God's work in my life this year. It has been one of the most trying, yet the best year of my life thus far. What an adventure!!! I, like you, have a list of things that have happened and are happening even now. Some I would call good and others bad. However, in Romans 8:28, Paul tells us, "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." This encourages me that everything this year has happen for a distinct purpose and that purpose is to conform me into the image of Jesus.
Even today, God has reminded me of His Holiness and what he wants to do with my life just as He does yours. A friend used this illustration last week, and I have found it to be so true. Think of your life as a refrigerator. The outside of it is usually covered up with magnets, pictures, and schedules, and the door is shut most of the day. If you want to be honest, we all have our days like this. We want to be shut off to the world, and let no one in. We live in an external world. We hide behind our clothes, houses, cars, and never let God come into our days. We are caught up in busyness.
Now, the most important part of the refrigerator is its power source. Is yours connected to the 220 voltage? My 2:20 is in Galatians "I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me." While standing outside the door, there is darkness within the refrigerator. This is when I deny God to work through me and want no part with Him. Revelation 3:20 says, "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me."
Next, let's open up the door. Immediately, the light is on and everything is exposed. I John 1:5 tells us, "This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all." This is the part that is hard to deal with. God has reminded me that I have some spoiled milk, flat Coke, and a few leftovers that need thrown into the trash. The baking soda only works so long and it's time to forsake my habitual sins. Proverbs 28:13 "He that covereth his sins shall not prosper: but whoso confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy. Note: This is an illustration. My refrigerator is very clean. We will not go into the coldest parts of the refrigerator, because the bitterness and coldness there causes freezer burn. All this is to declare Isaiah 43:18-19 for the new year, "Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert." God wants us to rejoice in His love and mercy over this past year, but He wants to do a new thing in your life this next year. He wants to exceed your expectations as you take pleasure in Him. Take a moment to think how God brought the Israelites through the Red Sea, provided food and water in the wilderness, and delivered them into the Promised Land. He wants to do the same for you! The key is to be connected to His power source and let Him in. As for me, I must let Him do the throwing out, because I do not have the strength to do it on my own. He will tear down the strongholds and will bless you tremendously for your obedience. May the Light of God's Presence illuminate your soul within!
Sunday, January 7, 2007
Divine Romance
(8-18-03, written during lunch, Jersey Mike’s)
To love all of you
With all of me
It’s not just some form of duty
But an indescribable passion
So interlocked
Connected in the hearts
My desires are his
And His mine—
Only when completely intertwined
I live to please with each breath
He longs to give sweet contentment
I am encompassed, ravished
Completely melted, in him, gently perish
He caresses me
Blesses me
With eyes to see
Ears to hear
Hands to touch
A nose to smell
A mouth to taste, to drink
Of the beloved’s wine
We drink together from the fruits of our vine
Fruition, a ripening
It’s cleansing, so purifying
I’m intoxicated
But completely eradicated
I am fully myself
My senses alert
Humbleness from the dirt
In which this body was made
Confidence in the Rose of Sharon
That shall never fade
I never walk alone
My hand in his, gently clasped—
Begging me not to roam
For my wildness of heart
Sometimes longs for worldly adventure, departs
I have cheated on my first love
Commit adultery
His longing, the call comes with harp and psaltery
It’s delicate, gracious, forgiving, and pure
Hearing the melody, I’m slowly allured
Smiling, our hearts reunited
The fires of love re-ignited
The glowing passions, liberating
Sensual, perfect, my heart once again pulsating
So invigorating,
Falling in love,
With God’s Perfect Dove
Creates a burning of the soul
An Eternal Goal
With flames of repentance
Sacred in this Divine Romance
To love all of you
With all of me
It’s not just some form of duty
But an indescribable passion
So interlocked
Connected in the hearts
My desires are his
And His mine—
Only when completely intertwined
I live to please with each breath
He longs to give sweet contentment
I am encompassed, ravished
Completely melted, in him, gently perish
He caresses me
Blesses me
With eyes to see
Ears to hear
Hands to touch
A nose to smell
A mouth to taste, to drink
Of the beloved’s wine
We drink together from the fruits of our vine
Fruition, a ripening
It’s cleansing, so purifying
I’m intoxicated
But completely eradicated
I am fully myself
My senses alert
Humbleness from the dirt
In which this body was made
Confidence in the Rose of Sharon
That shall never fade
I never walk alone
My hand in his, gently clasped—
Begging me not to roam
For my wildness of heart
Sometimes longs for worldly adventure, departs
I have cheated on my first love
Commit adultery
His longing, the call comes with harp and psaltery
It’s delicate, gracious, forgiving, and pure
Hearing the melody, I’m slowly allured
Smiling, our hearts reunited
The fires of love re-ignited
The glowing passions, liberating
Sensual, perfect, my heart once again pulsating
So invigorating,
Falling in love,
With God’s Perfect Dove
Creates a burning of the soul
An Eternal Goal
With flames of repentance
Sacred in this Divine Romance
Breathe
(10-1-03 Dallas, TX 7:23AM)
Genesis 1:2 “And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.”
The waters of my soul
Are as smooth as lake in morn
Calmness upon the face
Until he breathes a ripple born
Soft like morning dew
Upon the flower does set
To drink one drop anew
As sweet as when two have met
Sometimes rising like a geyser abrupt
Bursting forth from earth
I can’t help but shout
Of the perfumes of His mirth
Maybe a nightly rain
A gentle little shower
To cover all of my pain
And remind me of His power
This well within
Runs deep into the ground
I can’t even try to begin
To explain this drink I’ve found
A mist he gives
For me to be an evaporation
Poured in poured out, I live
Waiting for the Son, I grow in patience
My waters are calm this morn
For the storms of night have passed
Though my flesh and spirit are torn
Breathe
That I may know the task
Genesis 1:2 “And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.”
The waters of my soul
Are as smooth as lake in morn
Calmness upon the face
Until he breathes a ripple born
Soft like morning dew
Upon the flower does set
To drink one drop anew
As sweet as when two have met
Sometimes rising like a geyser abrupt
Bursting forth from earth
I can’t help but shout
Of the perfumes of His mirth
Maybe a nightly rain
A gentle little shower
To cover all of my pain
And remind me of His power
This well within
Runs deep into the ground
I can’t even try to begin
To explain this drink I’ve found
A mist he gives
For me to be an evaporation
Poured in poured out, I live
Waiting for the Son, I grow in patience
My waters are calm this morn
For the storms of night have passed
Though my flesh and spirit are torn
Breathe
That I may know the task
From a Pretender to a Contender of the Faith
In the following words, I have tried to express my heart’s road to Salvation. At age 9, I went forward in the church, had a good cry, and thought I was saved though never repenting and putting faith in Christ for salvation. I joined New Liberty Missionary Baptist Church the next day on January 21, 1990. From that day, I sincerely served the LORD with my natural abilities and where opportunities arose - never understanding the POWER of God. The Lord continued to draw me through the gospel; and I searched for Him in church membership, teaching youth, family heritage, baptism, trying to be good enough and athletics. I graduated from Union University in Jackson, TN in May of 2002 with a degree in Economics/Finance. While at Union, I spent the summer of 2001 as a student missionary in Shenyang, China. After graduation, I moved to Nashville, TN and worked in the Health Care industry. While making plenty of money, I found myself still searching for God and lost as could be. I never found peace until I repented of my sins and surrendered my heart to Jesus by faith. On April 7, 2003, His grace rushed into my heart. My search for peace ended around 2:20AM with a complete cleansing in the Blood of Christ, an awakening by the Holy Spirit, and an adoption into the family of God. On August 25, 2003 while in Dallas, Texas, the Lord called me to preach the Gospel. On October 24, I stepped out in faith as Jesus had asked me to leave my secular job and follow him. For the next 15 months, I volunteered at the Nashville Rescue Mission working with homeless and men rehabbing off of drugs and alcohol, mentored a young man through the Men of Valor Prison ministry and preached in various churches. In January 2005, Bethlehem Missionary Baptist Church elected me as pastor. I was ordained on April 2, 2005 to the full work of the ministry. Knowing Christ and making Him known is my greatest passion at the age of 26.
Breathe
Ezekiel 37:1-6 The hand of the LORD was upon me, and carried me out in the spirit of the LORD, and set me down in the midst of the valley which was full of bones, And caused me to pass by them round about: and, behold, there were very many in the open valley; and, lo, they were very dry. And he said unto me, Son of man, can these bones live? And I answered, O Lord GOD, thou knowest. Again he said unto me, Prophesy upon these bones, and say unto them, O ye dry bones, hear the word of the LORD. Thus saith the Lord GOD unto these bones; Behold, I will cause breath to enter into you, and ye shall live: And I will lay sinews upon you, and will bring up flesh upon you, and cover you with skin, and put breath in you, and ye shall live; and ye shall know that I am the LORD.
The holidays are over and the resolutions have been made for a year that is only 4 days old. The festive spirit of Christmas for many is being placed into boxes only to wait another year to get excited about this common life that we share. Often January is a month of reflection, a month of planning, and a month of returning to the normal. We have almost created an emotional valley in January that is waiting to be wooed by romance in February, set free on the plateau of Independence Day in July and culminating on a mountain top experience of the Christmas celebration in December. It is great to have these incredible reminders each year, but do our emotions and lives have to be like a roller coaster. Can we handle the quiet winter months in silence and grace?
As highly stimulated people, we love the noise and commotion of the holidays, but we can find it hard to live with ourselves when no one else is around. Can we handle living with ourselves? You may be glad that the in-laws and parents are gone back home, so you can get peace and quiet for a change. It’s easy to get lost in a crowd of people, drown yourself in empty conversation, and waste time in busyness. Much of what we do and are is empty. The spiritual, emotional and physical tank of energy runs dry, and we stop moving towards a life of greater compassion and conviction. This leads to a comparison game with other Christians and even those still lost in sin. We love to compare ourselves with others to see how spiritually advanced we might be. When in reality, the standard for all mankind is not each other, but Jesus Christ—Himself.
Now, you may be asking, “How can we be filled, overflowing and stay that way the whole year through?” It first comes with a true estimation of who we are. Have you forgotten that God meets us “just as I am, without one plea, but that thy blood was shed for me, And that Thou bidd’st me come to Thee, O Lamb of God, I come, I come.” When Isaiah saw himself in view of God’s holiness, he exclaimed, “Woe is me! For I am undone and I dwell among a sinful people.” When John the Revelator saw Jesus in His glory, He fell down as dead, but Jesus laid his right hand upon him and said “Fear not; I am the first and the last: I am he that liveth, and was dead; and, behold, I am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death. (Revelation 1:17-18) When you and I begin to walk in His presence, we, too, will see the deadened areas of our lives that have been calloused by disobedience and dulled through lack of wanting to hear brought to new life. In His presence, He is able to speak life into us!
As Ezekiel was brought to the valley of dry bones, we, likewise, must see the reality of our lives outside of the life of Christ and be willing to change. Any part of our lives that are not connected to Christ and being operated in the flesh is dead. Without Him we can do nothing! What skeletons are lurking in the closet of 2006? God wants to bring life to all areas of your life this year! Can you hear the dry bones rattling as God begins to take them from the valley’s vision and begin to put flesh on them? This portion of scripture refers to God restoration of Israel, but he also wants to bring you to a place of restoration and wholeness.
Being a born again Christian does not eliminate you from the pains and trials of life. It can be hard and difficult at times, but Jesus Christ wants to be your source of life, strength and stability. As you notice in the scriptures, when they heard the Word of God, fresh breath entered into the bones, caused them to live and to know who gave them life—The LORD! Don’t allow the time, seasons or holidays dictate the joy in your heart. Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever more. I encourage you to read through the Bible this year and apply what you read. A Bible that is torn apart often belongs to someone who isn’t!
The holidays are over and the resolutions have been made for a year that is only 4 days old. The festive spirit of Christmas for many is being placed into boxes only to wait another year to get excited about this common life that we share. Often January is a month of reflection, a month of planning, and a month of returning to the normal. We have almost created an emotional valley in January that is waiting to be wooed by romance in February, set free on the plateau of Independence Day in July and culminating on a mountain top experience of the Christmas celebration in December. It is great to have these incredible reminders each year, but do our emotions and lives have to be like a roller coaster. Can we handle the quiet winter months in silence and grace?
As highly stimulated people, we love the noise and commotion of the holidays, but we can find it hard to live with ourselves when no one else is around. Can we handle living with ourselves? You may be glad that the in-laws and parents are gone back home, so you can get peace and quiet for a change. It’s easy to get lost in a crowd of people, drown yourself in empty conversation, and waste time in busyness. Much of what we do and are is empty. The spiritual, emotional and physical tank of energy runs dry, and we stop moving towards a life of greater compassion and conviction. This leads to a comparison game with other Christians and even those still lost in sin. We love to compare ourselves with others to see how spiritually advanced we might be. When in reality, the standard for all mankind is not each other, but Jesus Christ—Himself.
Now, you may be asking, “How can we be filled, overflowing and stay that way the whole year through?” It first comes with a true estimation of who we are. Have you forgotten that God meets us “just as I am, without one plea, but that thy blood was shed for me, And that Thou bidd’st me come to Thee, O Lamb of God, I come, I come.” When Isaiah saw himself in view of God’s holiness, he exclaimed, “Woe is me! For I am undone and I dwell among a sinful people.” When John the Revelator saw Jesus in His glory, He fell down as dead, but Jesus laid his right hand upon him and said “Fear not; I am the first and the last: I am he that liveth, and was dead; and, behold, I am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death. (Revelation 1:17-18) When you and I begin to walk in His presence, we, too, will see the deadened areas of our lives that have been calloused by disobedience and dulled through lack of wanting to hear brought to new life. In His presence, He is able to speak life into us!
As Ezekiel was brought to the valley of dry bones, we, likewise, must see the reality of our lives outside of the life of Christ and be willing to change. Any part of our lives that are not connected to Christ and being operated in the flesh is dead. Without Him we can do nothing! What skeletons are lurking in the closet of 2006? God wants to bring life to all areas of your life this year! Can you hear the dry bones rattling as God begins to take them from the valley’s vision and begin to put flesh on them? This portion of scripture refers to God restoration of Israel, but he also wants to bring you to a place of restoration and wholeness.
Being a born again Christian does not eliminate you from the pains and trials of life. It can be hard and difficult at times, but Jesus Christ wants to be your source of life, strength and stability. As you notice in the scriptures, when they heard the Word of God, fresh breath entered into the bones, caused them to live and to know who gave them life—The LORD! Don’t allow the time, seasons or holidays dictate the joy in your heart. Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever more. I encourage you to read through the Bible this year and apply what you read. A Bible that is torn apart often belongs to someone who isn’t!
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